The truth. Why can it be so emotionally mixed up?

Finding out the truth is so exciting, but it can be very anxious, nerve-wrecking, mortifying, and hurtful. But why is it that we push people's buttons and ask them majority of the time for the truth? Most of the time, the answer is to be in a healthy faithful relationship. But I'm not talking about just romance and relationships. I'm talking about in general! Let's say, You wanted to ask a close friend or sibling if they're still a virgin. (Haha) It's our curiosity! You want to know, but if they have the answer you were expecting, why does it feel so great to know you were right? Maybe, just maybe.. it might be that us humans enjoy being wise. That thrill of acknowledging you're right, or you've found out something nobody else knows. It's the possibility of knowing a secret that not a lot ofpeople know.  .It's something I always ponder. Perhaps, it's just relieving the curiosity that once reached it's limit. But why else? Why do we crave for the truth? Humans.. humans lie at one point, We can't help ourselves but protect someone's feelings or protect our self..

The conclusion of this thought is, There are people who do not tell anything about their private life. Some people are not as open and free with their secrets, but secrets are bound to find out eventually. However, when when someone with those characteristics tells their friend something they assumed about, it's shocking. It's a huge relief! But why? Knowing that the person was right, what benefit did they get? The only one they received was knowing the person a little more. That's probably the only answer...

Worrying about the future? You? ALWAYS. (Serious matter.)

Yeah, Odd picture. xD But umm.. I'm always thinking about the future when I'm older. Maybe in my late 30's.. 20's.. It's mainly because there are so many bad influences around us. Like for example, Getting pregnant at an early age. It happens but in reality, it shouldn't...

Our minds is what controls leading to the decisions we make ourselves  and honestly speaking? I'm anxious to see how I'll be like. Aren't you?

It's understandable if you aren't, But I'm just saying.. There's rapists who were once decant people (maybe) and child predators (Which I'm worried about becoming).. and and.. PREGNANT MEN. (If that's possible.)

I keep thinking about the most strangest things, though. Once I started to get really emotional, thinking I'll be a druggie in Highschool. It's.. a scary place, so it seems. And lately, I panicked because I kept thinking I'll be a child predator or rapist. IT's a scary thought to be honest. HOWEVER, i do think that there are some moments when you just ponder what you want to be. I want to be a Psychologist or at least a drummer in a rock band. Though if I'm a terrible person who does terrifying things, How can I fulfill those dreams?

I'm not trying to scare anybody, But I'm starting to age and it's my time to think about these things. I don't have the characteristics to be a bad person, But you never know how the future will end up. If only there were true and honest fortune tellers. While I kept thinking about those thoughts, I paused and remembered that I always over react to everything.: I worry too much!
It's actually a habit. But honestly? I'm pretty sure I'm being reasonable at the moment. There are teens who are pregnant, And I'd literally commit suicide if I ever did something that's too beyond. I came from a Family that has no trace of disgusting matters and I haven't been treated harshly at all. (Except for some fights, but that is Family.) How can I stop worrying about the future?

Even though it's normal, It's killing me inside. The one thing that I despise about myself is worrying too much. It's annoying and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm more sad when I'm around friends.

And they're speechless. They've got no advice for me.  ..

I know there are some people who are reading this, Anxious about their future.
But let me tell you this and I need to take my own advice like I always do anyhow. ::

Stop worrying about the future, It's the present that we need to worry about. Worrying about the beyond might end up either one of us hurt.. or full of mistakes. It's basically.. a trap. There's nothing wrong wondering about the future, But being overwhelmed about it leads us to being indecisive and too focused on what we're going to be, how we're going to be. Causing the future to end badly. 

So my quote of this post is "Don't be overwhelmed. Focus on what's going on right now and create the future you want and not rush things."

What a girl needs in her Bag/Purse?

Every girl deserves to carry around a purse or a small bag. If you girls don't at least have one bag/purse, Get one. And the best first-buyers would have to be shopping at Macy's. Their collections of bags should have some that are affordable but perfect for you. Okay, so.. I've been wondering. What does every feminine girl need to have in her bags? I've thought of some not-too-heavy products for everyday uses, And materials for young women who don't like makeup.. coming from a tweens' perspective.. And trust me, It will come handy. There are some women who don't like girly things or too much weight. That's why these 5 things are just brief and simple. No makeup and no extra weight.

1. Always.. Always.. Always carry a few hairbands. Nothing too tacky, But if that's what you like.

2. Lip Balm. I love the EOS Lip balm because it's just a simple ball but it's scents are just delicious. I have the summer fruit and as it says on the label, It's organic! ;D And this is not makeup or lipstick. This just helps your lips refreshed and pucker up for a kiss.

3. Pens. Okay, yeah.. It's a little unreasonable. But you never know what a pen can do..It's handy for drawing if you're bored waiting.. Just you know, draw on your hand or somethin'.. OR. You could always pull out the pen and stab a rapist.. ^_^;

4.Mints. Some people don't like chewing Minty gum flavors (Like me) and chew fruity stuff so why not just carry around chewable peppermints? They shouldn't be much. Probably around..1 or 2 dollars. If you ate a Tuna Sandwich (and we know how bad that smells but it's reeeaally deliciouss.) and you're walking around casually.. Until someone stops to say something and you're like, "Heeeeeeeeey. *Breathes through your mouth* Hooooow you doooooin'?~" The person in front of you is going to drop dead.Nobody wants to smell your stinky breathe~!

5. Last but not least, A hair brush and a mirror. Sometimes when you're too busy to notice that the wind decided to make it "Bad hair day." it's good to flip out your mirror and see what's goin' on over above your head. Small brushes shouldn't cost much either. They're reliable because you don't have to bring your big fat paddle brush. It really depends on the hair type you have so choose wisely when it comes to brushes.

So yeah. OH. And if you're an adult or you're a youngster who has a wallet.. don't be a bozo and forget it. okay? xD

How to: Be cheesy/ A man. (Comedy. It's common sense. ;D)

Guys are so uneducated these days, They always say something wrong or something that's the truth except they phrased it badly. Here are some tips for you, Guys.

1. Buy her a lovely, fancy dinner. With candle lights, Nobody is around you.. Plan it during night time, It's much more "romanticc."  Tell her it costs about 100 dollars, And keep it to yourself that you actually spent less than 50.

2. Give the girl food if she's really self-conscious about her weight and say "Eating helps relieve stress."

3. Talk about yourself all the time, Every time every where. Even when you're at the movie theaters. Girls are too shy to talk so talking about yourself will bring some opinions from them.. Insulting or not. ;D

4. Complimentss. Women loves compliments when it's coming from their man's perspective. If the skinny jeans look fat, Then say it. :D
  And if they look terrible in their makeup, Say "You're as beautiful as the Sunshine.." It really helps them feel better. Take away their mirror, Just in case. :D

5. Flowers~! Even if it is corny, It's actually pretty sweet of a man. The flowers should be roses, And describe your love to them comparing it to the rose. Such as "Your love is delicate as this stem." Give her flowers every weekend, Everyday, It'll be Rosy Days!

6. Pickup lines. Haven't gotten a girl? Saying these lines will help in the 21st century The way it did in 1970! :D
"What's a beautiful girl doing at a bachelorette party? It shows you've been obviously single for a long time no?"

"So.. uh, Do you come here often?"

"*stares..*  Wow.. :D "

"You must be Mickey because you're so fine, you so funny. ~ "

7. Lying. this should help the girl want to stay with you. :D

"I have a disease and I only have one more month to live.."

This should all help you~ :DD Chances are that you won't get a girl..~

------------------------ Some useful tips about this post.. Sorry if you can't read it. xD Comment if it bothers you.

Giving your lovely partner flowers ( But not all the time, just occasionally. ) satisfies them, Choose what flowers represents your mate.  Also adding a small gift that isn't too expensive for just a random day helps. If you only give them flowers and jewelry once a year will be questioned, And if you are just say something that isn't too corny. Like.." I don't favor you with gifts everyday, Love." And casually give her a peck on the cheek and walk all cool-like.Giving them flowers will get tiring and boring. Using the same techniques will fade.

I'm not saying you have to have to, And when it comes to my advice I always try and boss around. So apologies and do things that float your boat. It'll match your personality; The way you do things. Don't let anybody tell you what to do in your personal relationship, These are just false tips except the Flowers part. :D

When you're clueless in relationships, The best way is to be yourself. Ifyou do things that is wrong, Then learn from your mistake and enhance or improve yourself.  Throughout your Romance life, You'll learn some flaws about you and your mate. And improvising you and your love life is the best way to go, and not make the same mistake.

Don't question Love. <3

P.S The 7 tips I previously said are not true, They only worked possibly around 1970.. maybe not even. I wouldn't know, But these lines seem really old-fashioned. If you're the corny type, Then go ahead try those tips . :D And girls.. Girls aren't that shy to speak. So don't think girls are always shy, that's just a stereotype. 




I got a few lines here. Not all of them but..Funny lines, bro.

Cosmetics! - In Debt? Hope not.

OHHH. I LOVE.. LOVE SHOPPING. Dude, When I explained to my dad I just want Cards for my teachers and a bathing suit for a party, I totally wandered off into the makeup isle. WHICH.. I shouldn't have done. So, for all my stuff it was about .. hm.. 20 bucks or more. It pissed y dad off a lot so I made  a deal with him I'll return the bathing suit and cards except for one, And keep my cosmetics. Because the bikini costs 20 dollars, I thought it wasn't fair PLUS I felt really bad for wasting all his money, Normally I would shrug my shoulders and wouldn't care, but due to the economy I just.. felt like crap, you know. I made him satisfied by returning the items I stated previously. So here's what I got, this time. I'll show you all the makeup I use in all.

ALL my makeup.

What I bought that costs over 20 bucks

E.L.F Cosmetics are FANTASTIC. Their eye shadows are just.. so pigmented! Meaning, they're deeply colored. I would recommend buying their small palettes that are only 1$ I'm talking about the palettes that have 4 eyeshadows. I have it displayed in the picture above this, It's on the left side of the Blue eyeshadow. It's in the picture with the caption "What I bought that costs over 20 bucks." I would suggest this brand for young makeup artists, or to people who want to be an makeup artist. It's cheap, affordable and most of their products are pigmented. And yes, I'm actually advertising an Makeup brand.

Their brushes are even better. The studio (they're black) brushes are only 3 dollars. These brushes are very soft and elegant. And if you can't afford  them, Try the 1$ brushes. I'm not sure of the difference, But I suggest purchasing the black ones. <3 You can shop for E.L.F at Target, in the beauty and health isle. :D

Here's their site : Click here.

Lesson Five: Rejection & Over dramatic Relevance?

When it comes to Love, There's always ups and downs and when in middle school most relationships don't expect that and can say "I love you." easily. Girls check out boys even if they are in a relationship, Where I live. Which is Earth. ^^ And the peering leads to gossip plus rumors. This.. effecting their relationship with their partner and.. well, The break up is simple for the guys or maybe the girls. They can do cruel things too, You know. 

Text message break ups are honestly ridiculous. What? You're not manly/womanly enough to tell someone you wanna break up with them? For god sakes The parents will see your text message! D: If you haven't told you parents about your lil' boy/girl.. Well, you gonna be in big doodoo. The worst breakup? Not even. The worst is.. Uhh.. Here. And this a face to face conversation.


"Hey, Susy." 
"Hey, Bob! :D I missed you soooooooo much."
"Yeah, I can see. "

*Silence.* .... ...  ... 

"So.. Why did you want me to meet at the dumpster? It reeks. " 

"It's the dumpster. You shouldn't expect lavender and roses next time you come, Okay?"

"Okaaaay. So tell me!"

"So.. You know the word Dumpster right?"
 
"I just said it."

"Uhh, right. Well. The first few letters "Dump." 

"--- Hold up, Boy *Holds hand up*."..

"*Shakes* W-What?"

"You're not gonna throw all your condoms (Another word is Protection.) away right? D:"

"Uh, no. I'm keeping 'them'. Can I continue?"
 
"Right..right. Sorry."

"So..It reeks, right--"

"Right. :D"

"An.. the word dump means to just throw away.. And.. I uhh.. wanted to do the same to you."

"O.o.. WHAT THE FUDGE!? YOU. .. *Beats the boy with a random fish."
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Okay, it's not the best. But it's almost like that in Middle school..Except... The guys/girls don't bring their "Ex"  to the dump, But it'd be hysterical! And the worst part is. .The girls get over emotional. 

They go on Facebook or some kind of networking site and post "Single." And their friends pity them. The last thing a girl wants after a break up is sympathy and pity. unless you want that kinda attention. Then the girls cry..cry...cry..and.. guess what? Cry even more~!

I sound a little rude, But I think over-dramatic people who got rejected slightly bothersome. If you truly like the guy, Then I'll understand and I'd give you better advice like.." It's alright, Not many guys are as bad as him. There's only a handful left and you need to catch them before they're caught before you." But if you're crying over a 2 week relationship, Less than a month, Less than 3 months.. I'm gonna walk away. Jus..no, Girl. I don't care if you reeeaally got attached to him, Just don't tell me. I've got no interest of a relationship that was short and simple; Love ain't like that in real society. Love is like what you're experiencing in Middle school, Clingy and sometimes cheesy.

I  get it, Honey. Rejections are heartbreaking, especially your first one. But the world isn't going to end! Geeze, It's a man. Not jesus. A man who is a low-life and will be shunned by every girl if you spread the word that you got dumped by him, and shedding fake tears. :3  No I'm joking, Don't do that. Buuut. It's your life.. Your choices.. xD

Excuse you!

 (( LOOL. I hope you know what "Them" means.))
You're sitting at the dinner table inside a fancy restaurant with scrumptious food, You're devouring the taste having a mini orgasm (hehe) and you almost stuff another forkful of your food until you heard. Errruup. A burp. That... yeah. That's nice, bro. -Puts fork down- You.. you just ruined my appetite. Thanks. I love you too.

  Have some manners! It's gross. I don't want your nasty-butt gas spreading through the used-to-be-heavenly smelly  atmosphere~ D; If you wanna burp, Burp at least in yo mouth. It's so impolite, too. There really isn't a reason but it's gross. Your chicken breath just exhales out into the person in front of you. That...sounds fun, doesn't it? No.. not really, Girl.



 I mean, Imagine you being the person blown away. If you wanna burp out loud, Excuse yourself. Ain't your momma gonna kick your shin and make you do it. But she should because it's really impolite.

In society, Having disgusting manners affects your surroundings and not only your peers too. IT also depends on the people you live with, It's okay if you're fooling around with your friends..( I was about to type homies.. ? ) But uhm, When you're at a refined dinner with lots of peers around you you're expected to carry your manners too. It's expected otherwise, People be thinking.."Woah.. What kinda parents does that child have?" Some people don't really care about what others think, And I do but rarely I don't. Would it kill you to say a few simple words? Who cares if you're joking around with your homies or whatever.. But at a restaurant? No.. no.. just.. no. Gross. Don't even think about spreading your flattery gas from your behind. >.>..

"Please and thank you." "Excuse me---" Girl, saaying twwwooooo simple words won't kill your throat will it? No it won't so stop trying to look like a badass because it makes you look like a bozo. I'm just saying. IT honestly ruins everyone's mood so care about your peers' feelings too. You probably will be kicked or forced to pay the bill for your dinner or clean up the dishes..some kinda punishment. O.o

My point is, Everyone likes to burp randomly and uhh.. fart randomly just for the hell of it and be "Free" but in public places, You need to control whatever you need to control. >.>

Lesson four: Life is unpredictable.

   Tests. Ahhh.. Our main weaknesses in school. Some people actually ace tests, Like me. But there's always one major test at the end of the year, Besides exams. I finished the test in March, A few weeks back after spring break. (Which was tiring and boring. ) So the school got the tests back, right. My math is a 360, Which I'm super happy about. But.. my reading? I got a freakin' 323. I'm gonna have to take Reading again. The score I should've got is 330 to not take reading. And once my teacher told me, I was stunned. Why.. Why didn't I get it? Am I really that bad in Reading? I'm so good with reading, though. But why did I decrease? The news came from may teacher, My reading teacher. Who.. I think is humorous and I don't even get homework from the class. All I do is read in the class.. majority of the year I spent in the class. I don't know many people that feel the same about me. I don't know if I have or will make friends in that class.. I'm scared, you know. When I was crying, I just bawled my eyes out pondering.. Why isn't there anybody that can cheer me up even the slightest? Why can't there be at least one person in this world who will stop my tears? Now.. That may be me overreacting but trust me, Having confidence and then breaking it by failure is ugly.. It lowers the self-esteem and not only did I feel like beating myself up for it. (Which I still do.) It makes me feel ridiculously stupid. I could have done better than that.. 

  You think you would get at least a higher score or you would get what you expected, But once you don't how do you feel? ( Leave a comment below!~:p) I feel like ... filth. Just disgusting filth, to the point where I would try an bang my head against the head. Okay, right. I totally agree, I'm getting a little too over board.But education is my main priority. Over everything, really. I know, It's pretty low. But Family and friends are squished into my 1st. I can't really give it places.. So it's hard.


  In addition to that note, Explaining to your friends about the good or bad news, It's even more difficult. due to the fact that one may just randomly change the subject about something so irrelevant and talk over you. Which I totally understand, It really gets you angry because your friends won't listen to you. Even when you have awesome news! My family once said.. " Why don't you have any friends that understand you?" There aren't many good friends that will always listen to you and comfort you whenever you're feeling depressed. I would try to, but not many people at a young age can be very detailed with their help they are trying to give you. I apparently have the best advice from most of my friends, I have no clue where I get it from. But sooner or later, Someone will take advantage of the courtesy and help. Which isn't nice. xD

    The point is Always listen to friends even though you got a better score or whatever and help them out. They don't need your helpless bragging and helpless plagues (To continue stress, not the disease. O.o ) 

Why is everything Gay now?

So, I'm in Middle school okay. And.. the guys aren't bad, it's just.. They overuse the word Gay. Nowadays, There's all sorts of comebacks if someone says "You're Gay." to a female. "Yeah, I do like guys."  And if they don't use Gay, Guess what they use? Fail. I mean, I do say it sometimes too but.. really? .. Really? Fo Real? They just ruin the conversation. Gay is an sexuality, Not some insult. You realize some homosexuals can be offended? Maybe it's just me, But I think saying "Gay.. Dude, That's gay." is completely unnecessary. Don't their momma tell them what Gay is? Well.. It would be a pretty awkward conversation but  hell.. It's worth it~ Again.. GAY is a SEXUALITY. It's not something you would reply to  if your friend was wearing plaid shoes, Which I thought is pretty awesome. Plaid looks good on anybody. But shoes can be Gay? Right..right.. And you know the object's sexuality? You... might wanna see a psychiatrist, Bro.

Now I totally understand if a guy was saying that, Because that's just how they are. They aren't Gay, They just like to say it as an insult... all ... the..time.  But dude. You overuse the word "gay" and "fail"I literally hear those two almost everyday..

I could see if you said it once in a while, But almost every insult is "Gay" And the replies to that is even more worse. Just what reminisces through their mind? What is Gay to people anyway? Is it bad to be a homosexual or something? Not really. Legalize homosexuality! They Prooooobably think Gay is just fun to say. I know I got a good point here, Becauseee.. Gay is a sexuality. Even if it's a joke, It's not really funny to be honest.
So the quote of this post it...

"Gay isn't funny to say."

Lesson three: Social Life. Judgemental much?

Weeeell, I think Judging is pretty cruel. Especially when talking about their diversity. However.. Even though most humans don't like to judge, Why do we look at people so oddly? 
Impressions. "Dress to impress." Is what most fashionistas say, right? It's actually.. true. I completely agree. If you see.. well, I don't know.. let's say a man. A man who is wearing a super tight V-neck, Skinny jeans and whatever shoes they are wearing. Your first thought is.." Is this man .. Gay?" You don't know yet, though. From your intelligence, You probably think all Homosexuals look feminine. But that's just a stereotype. You don't have to look like your sexuality.. Wait, Is there even a specific uniform for particular orientations? No, there isn't. You wear what you want, You wear what you love, And that's just how the world is so rare and colorful. In some areas, You can actually pull off "Lolita" type clothing, Gothic dresses, Wearing boots with a dress.. I mean, You can wear whatever you want but people be staring at you like you're some lunatic. However.. Doesn't mean you gotta stop for being who you are. Wear what you feel, eh?

but why is it that we always stare at someone who is wearing something we think isn't normal?  There really isn't a correct answer for that but I personally think it's what the person is wearing. We don't usually see a big, fluffy dress a lot on our streets, which is actually filled with slimmer outfits. I would possibly call that "Attention outfitters. " Because it's true, It catches our eye and we think it's either "Amazingly unusual. " or "Horrifyingly unattractive." But that's just our opinion. It doesn't matter what we think. Opinions are just from our point of view. so what? Just stop staring at the person like they have no right wearing something that they love. Look and move on, Is what I say. You say you don't like to judge, But you do anyways. Impressions are a big deal in this society and Good or bad, You get them either way. It's not something you avoid, because it's coming from our brains and you are expected to think something at least. It's perfectly normal, Though don't say something cruel to the person's face when they aren't asking for it. Whether you are a rude person or not, You don't say your opinions so bluntly. Care about their feelings at least, You know? You would probably feel very upset or uncomfortable when you bought this awesome outfit, and next thing you know.. You get an Thumbs down. IT really brings us down, So don't think we're robots who don't feel anything at all. Once we get upsetting feedback, We think it's wrong terrifying for more peers to see. But it isn't, It's only their opinion. Don't let them bring you down. Who are they to tell you what's wrong or right? 

Judgemental people. It's okay to take a glance at someone who doesn't look "normal"  to you. But don't just randomly go up to them and say.."Your butt looks unusual." LEt me tell you what's wrong with that.

A: They'll probably smack you across the face.
B: They'll call you a Pervert.
C: You're too cruel about opinions. You're not going to be on American Idol or some other show that has Judging on it. 
And most of all..
D: They are going to feel bad about themselves. That's the LAST thing you want them to feel. Who knows.. They'll probably be anorexic the next day.. Which ain't healthy. >_>;

MY point is that.. Judging is an instinct. It just happens in our minds, We can't avoid it.  The only reasonable judgement is by knowing the person and you just don't like the way they act. Otherwise, Don't be so blunt with your point of view. No one should care about a stranger's opinion. Even if it isn't a stranger, You should never take THEIR opinion so seriously. It's like.. putting you down JUST because they think your overweight/not over weight. The hell? They have no life if they're doing that.. So.. The quote of this Post is..

"Look and move on."

Lesson Two: Love and Hate?

Love & Hate. Totally opposite, right? Do you guys know the true definition of Love and Hate?  I know what it is but I'm going to demonstrate and let you actually feel these two. Here.. I'm gonna Google it because Google is Googly awesome? o.e 

Love : An intense feeling of deep affection

You know that kind of love where you just want to be with that special someone, Where you want to hug them, Kiss em', Tell them that you DO LOVE THEM? That feeling where you get so tingly and nervous around your crush, Where you daydream what you or he/she would say once you confess, Where you have thoughts filled with your crush? Everything reminds you of him/her. The thought that says "I love him/her"? Well, Let me break those thoughts and ask you.. Is it Love, Like, or Hate? Like is much more  of a CRUSH. not someone you want to be with all the time, Marry even!  Love is much more intense, So much powerful, That fiery sense. You can't help the fact that this is something you should think about when it comes to Romance. Some people try to dodge it away, thinking Love is not something for them. But.. It is! EVERYONE.. And I don't mean it as a sterotype, EVERYONE falls in love, has a secret crush. Have you guys watched "The 40 year old virgin?" (DON'T READ THIS IF YOU ARE UNDER 13!) LOVED IT. HIlariousss. Especially the part when the kids find the two doing it.  Even though it's a movie, The man lost his virginity. :/ Not everyone will agree, Though I can bet you 1 tomato that everyone will have the feeling of Love.

Hate : Feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone)

That's more something is even more powerful. What is HATE supposed to do? You need to know that Hate is the COMPLETE opposite of Love. While Love is more affectionate, Hate is disgustingly ugly. That should give a good picture. You might hear.."I hate the guys so much, they are SO rude to us." Which I totally get, But using Hate is Elementary level. Not a word you definitely want to say to someone you don't like. So insteead of of saying hate.. use " I just don't like them"  Hate is just.. terrifying. It's a word that can hurt someone so much. Do you really want to hurt someone's heart like that? I know I don't. Okay, yeah. What's the big deal of saying that? But since I'm a Christian, I believe saying meaningful words are really dangerous to use so carelessly. You'll hurt, Lose disrespect and most of all.. The GOOD version of hate : LOVE. 

 

As said before from many older adults, Watch what you say. You never know what a person is thinking in their minds when the dangerous words are said.

Now that I think of it, I think this post is really pointless. But my main pin point is Love. There are so many people in relationships who are telling their partner "I Love you." Even though.. they don't mean it. But as for hate? Not much people are sensitive (Like me.) But you can't tell what someone is thinking.. truly. So please don't think there's no meaning to this post. I want everyone to realize that Hate & Love is something that is both a verb but also a noun. Verbally as in showing it. Next time you say either Love or Hate, Think twice. 

I'm just pointing this out!~ Don't hate. <3 

 

 

Lesson one: Love. Why are they acting so weird?

Love. It's beautifully dangerous. It is like  Rose. A silky red rose and at the bottom, there's always those spiky thorns. Once touched, You'll bleed.
You can tell if your mate is lying, And you can tell if your mate is in love with you.
Just by their actions, It speaks for themselves. If they're reluctant to call you, See you, Even talk talk to you.. It either means.. A: They're super annoyed by your constant nagging and  calling. Or B :They don't like youu. One way to realize they are lying is by their eyes and their movements.
If your boyfriend or Girlfriend fidgets when they are talking to you, They are probably impatient about something. Or they are nervous for some reason.  Asking them what's wrong always gives you an answer. If no answer is given, Highly chances are that they ain't paying attention. If they look at you with no reply, Ask again. Nagging isn't the way to go but you should always ask once more. Tell them.."You're acting strange, What's wrong?" Because they are. And talking it out with your mate is going to work, Trust me. 

And if they roll their eyes around while simultaneously talking to you? Well, There's something DEEFINITELYY going on in their mind. Relationships are always about being comfortable with the person you love. And you can't say that you love someone so carelessly. People at a young age who are in relationships aren't sure what true love is.  The question is : Why is she/he so strange towards me? There are many different possibilities but I think the main answer is that They want to tell you something important. But it really depends on the situation. If they called you, Then it's definitely something they wanna get off their chest. If you casually called them, They probably wanna get out. ORR.. The person just doesn't feel like talking to you. It all should relate onto their personality. Ask yourself, "What have they done/said to me in the past few days?"  And just like in a passage, finding different answers in different paragraphs.. Build up the answers together and you should get your answer like that. 
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LOL. Okay, So I'm watching Luan Legacy. He is SOOO freakin' awesome. He'd be like my best friend who is Gay. xD And he was talking about Texting and he said "And don't you ever text me with that Sperm-like symbol." And guess what he was talking about?

~ He was talking about THAT. XD  Love him.

My conversation with a friend.

Here's my conversation with a friend when I was thinking about making a blog. It's kinda random. <3

• Me: Yo uwant me to put my real name? Or is that a bad idea?
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  Friend:  theres a bunch of annies just dont put ur last name

   

   

  Me: Okay. I'll change it then.

  Would it be bad if I posted a picture? And only one?
  

   

  Friend: it doesnt matter

  
  Me: Yes it does. D: What if some rapist recognizes me?! 

   

  Friend : lol no rapest reads blogs
• Me: What if.. someone.. D: It could be dangerous, no?
   
   Friend: if y=u want but i would at least change my name to annie
   
  Me: I guess. :/ If I grow more into it and I get more viewers, then I'll be more honest.

• Friend: ok good luck

   

  Me: Thanks.

   

  Randomly : .i like yellow stuff

EXAMS. UGHH.

Ohmaigawwwdd, I've got one more exam to do next week. x__x Someone.. KILL exams.
I mean, I wouldn't mind if it was 20 or 30 questions long. But.. GIRL, 56  QUESTIONS? You must be ka-raazy. I totally understand if there was just ONE major test of the year.. But there's multiple exams in MY school. Which ticks me off because I see no point in it for the student's benefit other than that it retrieves their memory. I can't think of anything else, I swear! D: The main pin point of exams is to prove to your teachers..your colleagues that you've learned a lot from them, right? But.. Honeeeeey. I already took TWO tests to Prove to them. D:< No point in it what so ever. ANNND Guess what? IT's end of the year.. Literally 3 days away from School ending.. BUT the countyy decides to make Exaaams instead of partying. Psh, You ain't gotta be some 4th grader to partay. There ain't no age limit to when you can party if school is over. PFT, People be stressin' out TOO MUCH. xD Reeeelaaaaaaaxx. Ya know? But nope, Tests and work is what the teachers have planned. v.v Sigh. Yeah, I wouldda made one test on the last week of school and then..PARTYYYY. ;D 

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Anyway, Wish me luck on my Math Exams. I already did two yesterday, But I have two more next week. :c So I gotta study..somehow... Somewaaaay.

Introduction

Okay, Yeah. So I'm Annie. I can't be really specific about my personal life because of private reasons and internet safety. Sad, right? I just don't want to get in trouble from my school for talking crap and get some creepish stalkers. But all the information I submitted on my profile is TRUE. Please keep that in mind.<3  I'm mostly going to blog using words, But I might consider publishing video using my microphone, and it's kinda sad but I wouldn't show my face. So PLEASE watch. :D My point in making blogs is to make my audience to laugh and learn from it, even though I'm still young I know some things that happened to me that some people should be aware about. Mostly, I'd talk about myself so everyone knows what my personality is. There really isn't anything other than the fact that I LOVE being random and that my safety is incredibly important on the internet, especially. I don't lie all the time.. but I do since we're all humans. Though I won't let out any other information other than the things like my name, And well my age is pretty young,  13. But there's a lot of 13 year olds out there so I guess that fact doesn't really matter.  But I'm not gonna tell you where I live in. I DO live in.. Earth.~ :D So please understand that safety is my main priority on the internet. Don't ask for more. <3


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVzek8Pp4fw